Will You Forgive Me?

Will You forgive me
Will You accept me back
After everything the I had done 


I neglected You
Trivial affairs were way more exigent than You
How atrocious can that be


I disobeyed You
Frivolous businesses were my preeminence
How dire the situation was


I was adrift
I did feel remorse
And begged You


Yet I reverted back
To the old me
I deluded You


Now
I'm back
For the umpteenth time


Will You still absolve me
After so many chances being gypped
Will You  take me in the group back?


Oh Allah
Please expiate me
Please don't leave me
For I'm losing my path
Without Your guidance


22/05/2011
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The Moment

It's that moment
When you see
That single word
The word of power
It makes everybody happy


"CONGRATULATIONS"
And you smile the whole day!


16/04/2011
0024

The Door

SORRY! I am closed.. ;)

The door was never closed
Widely opened ever
For everybody to enter
And mess things up


I shall close the door now
And lock it
Throw away the master key
Inasmuch as I'm afraid
I would get tempted 
To unbolt it
For another you!


16/5/2011
0309


p/s: this poem has nothing to do with a GUY

Starving vs Keeping Faith

He has got the money

There were a lot of foods served

He could afford to buy all

They promised him a VIP treatment

Yet

He ended up with nothing

But a pack of snacks

He's starving

They gave his foods to others

Who were already full

And he wonders

Why?

Is it because he's not one of the cook's family members?

Or

Is it because of his enemy

Who never stop being jealous

With his achievement?

He is in a terrible pain

But he knows

He is aware

Be it the cook

Be it his enemy

No one can ever go against

HIM

The most powerful

The most merciful

The Creator

The light is still there

If HE says Yes

He will still get those foods

No matter what

And he is hoping

Trying his level best

Faking a smile

For he wants people around

Not to worry much

When he himself

Is fighting

Not to let the faith

Fly away!

12/05/2011

1105

"Ibu, Im hungry"

Here is the food dear.

"Ibu, Im sad"

Share with Ibu your problems honey, Ibu will do anything to sort them out.

"Ibu, Im sick"

Ibu will always be by your side to take care of you sweetheart.

"Ibu, I need new shoes"

Just choose any shoes that you like darling.

"Ibu, I need new clothes"

As you wish baby.

"Ibu, my phone is spoiled again"

What is the new brand phone that you want sweety?

It's always Me who asked

and You who granted

You never failed to make me happy

You never failed to fulfill my wishes

You NEVER EVER FAILED to be A GREAT MOTHER!

08/05/2011

0022

p/s: dear ibu, there's no word in the world that can describe my love towards you..im very well aware that i can never pay back all those sacrifices that you have done for me..but i promise you ibu, as long as im alive, i will forever take care and love you, even though it wouldn't be the same like how u did and still do to me.. still, i will do my level best to always make you happy ibu.. you are such a PERFECT mother i've ever seen in  this world.. angah loves you very9999x much ibu... muaaaaaaaahhhhh... xoxoxo.. ^___^

Spring vs Winter

VS

So long have I been waiting

For the SPRING to come

How excited I am

To see all those beautiful flowers

Who never failed to make me happy

But I forgot

Now that the spring comes

I have to let go the WINTER

No more snow sculptures

Neither ice-skating                      

07/05/2011

0358

Exam.Holidays.Hommies

Assalamualaikum!

Holla dear readers.. finally, my exam had come to the end.. MERDEKA!!! yeay.. 4 MONTHS of HOLIDAYS?? are you kidding me!!! hahahaha,,,

Guess what, even though im supposed to be at home right now, im actually still here in IPBA.. and i myself can't believe this.. im the type of girl who will hop in my dad's car the next minute after the exam finished.. but this time around, im dragging  my holidays for 1 WEEK... not 1 day..

 WHY?? WHY?? WHY?? 

 it's actually because of them!

My besties @ roommates : Juju & Rina

My besties @ jiran depan bilik : Dba & Gaga

My Beloved Sisters : Flo & Jane

My Beloved Sister @ My Fighting Partner : Shen-Ann

My Beloved Sisters : Myra & Izza

Basically, these 9 lovely girls are my hommies whom i really really love.. So, i decided to drag a few days of my hols to spend with them.. and i truly think it is WORTH IT! btw, yesterday, rina, juju and i cooked for them and we had our dinner together! it was such a memorable moment.. im going to write an entry on that soon.. hehe..=)

Well, i think that's all for now.. ciaooo..^__^

I love you guys very much! Im sooo gonna miss all of you..=)